It's a love-hate relationship!

I really love blogging and I really love to search each of your blogs. I really love to! I do it every time I get a chance, which lately has only been about once every week or two, but I do. BUT this here blog makes me cry! Seriously I cry everytime I come here to get to yours. I hate that I don't get all the cute things that happen in my life here on the blog like most of you do. It makes me hate myself for wanting to but not doing it! I will get better....someday but for now I'm just going to take little nibbles of this HUGE elephant. I am going to try to post a last Sunday of the month post the ...well the last Sunday of the month, each month. I'm not promising but I'm trying. I guess with all the other things I have going on in my life I really should give myself a break I mean, I do have a CRAZY life. Just like all of you but I don't BLOG and I hate that about myself. Wow, I feel like I'm at an AA meeting or something. Hey, the last Sunday of the month is this week. Stay tuned!! It may just happen. Maybe? Or not?